Uh I don't know. I've just been having a weird week. I feel real down; and it's like, I'm losing a lot of self esteem... hnngg... and I feel intimidated by things easily now that never did that to me. Especially with people.
Eh...
I just, dunno .-. if you're reading this, I might just need that help you offered a long time ago D:

OKAY

anyway

Uhhhh who else is freaking out that Christmas is coming SO GODDAMN FAST THIS YEAR?!
I AM FFFFFF NOT READY.

So I said I'd tell you all about Saturday.... fff a little late with it, but I should get out with it, right?
Sooooo we drove up to NY in the evening. My dad payed for a spot in this parking garage. Of COURSE the people mess it up and we have to pay an extra $50. So we finally get on the street. L.o.l. We are pretty much country people in NYC. That is a laugh right there. We had about.... 5 hours til the movie. We did tons of site seeing, then we decided we wanted to catch a cab to ride 20 blocks up. HAH. We walked faster then the cabs drove. So instead, we saw one of these guys [link] and we thought LOL WHAT THE HECK. So mom and dad sat in it. And there was no room for me. I had to hold on to the roof and sit on them, with my feet on the back of the bike, holding onto the little puppy blankie the guy gave me to keep warm xDDD oh god it was so funny. And (sorry parents) my parents weigh kind of a lot. We thought we'd break the axles.
SO THIS POOR GUY RODE US 20 BLOCKS WEAVING IN AND OUT OF TRAFFIC LIKE A CHAMP
It was just hysterical. We were laughing, and everyone else watching was too. I hear like 5 people go "OH LETS DO THAT LOL"
What else did we seee before dinner... oh yeah.
CLUSTERS of Santas. I do not. DO NOT understand! I counted like 50 something. They were everywhere on the streets. WHAT.

We ate at Planet Hollywood. THAT PLACE IS SO COOL. SO COOL. And they're food is great. And they played music video's on huge screens everywhere. I sung "What's this?" from NMBC with a mouthful of a delicious panini.

hurr okay so movie time! Daddeh had got the SPECIAL tickets. With the full disney package. (aka you pick your seats and get to go to the Disney records and ballroom)Well after a bit of a wait, we got into the movie. We got adorable princess and the frog cups with little character toppers, (<3333) and... everything was princess and the frog. was so cool. THEN WE SAW THE MOVIE AND I CRIED BECAUSE OF ONE SAD PART BUT I DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
THE MOVIE WAS SO GOOD. GO SEE IT IF YOU HAVEN'T.

Afterwardssssss, we raced over to the ballroom, a few blocks away. WAS AWESOME. Every disney princess was there, chillin and getting photos with all the little kids xDD I got one with Princess Tiana :> thennnnn we headed upstairs AND I GOT TO DRAW WITH A DISNEY ANIMATOR. I swear. I thought it was going to be some cheap thing. it wasn't. Sarah came all the way from California to show peeps about her job. I sat right in front of her with this face rofl "CB I R READY TO DRAW 4 U AND IMPRESS". We got to learn to draw Ray. Was soo much fun. And she explained she wasn't exactly in charge of a drawing him, but instead- the oh so awesome Dr Facilier. (-implodes-) After words, of course all the kids were like "OKAY MOMMY AND DADDY DRAWING IS BORING LETS GO BACK INTO THE FOAM PIT (aka bayou adventure)" and I was like "FFFFFFFFFF NO LET ME TALK WITH HER" and I diddddd. She gave me her e-mail and I got hers. And she gave me a list of sites and books on animation she used to get to where she was now. Happy Storm is Happy.

Pretty much after that we played a few games they had, (I got princess and the frog tattoos hahahaha) and then we went home. I wanted to get home and tell everyone about it, but I CRASHED. So tired from such a wonderful day.



That's all about the movie I suppose xD; As for art, uhhh I'm still sketching so much stuff.... but I really need to work on gifts and actual.... good pics and not sketches.... >_>

Tom fixed my computer. Like a fucking god.

I.

I am pretty amazed.


SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT CAKES
I have so much to catch up on

Also.
I might just die this Saturday.
After a lot of pleading and chore doing, my dad finally bought tickets to go see the premier of Princess and the Frog in NY. I could have seen it a week before it came out, but dad chose now to get the tickets >_>
BUT CHRIST OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I'M VERY EXCITED. I get to see the movie in awesome seets, then go to the Disney ballroom and meet the characters, (I might get kicked out for raping Dr Facilier) then get to draw with a Disney animator :'D and hopefully go on the bayou adventureeeeeee thingy.


Sooooooooooo I might post another journal Saturday night or Sunday xD;



SO UH HOW IS EVERYONE? :T

oh hay guys guess what my computer crashed isn't that awesome? im over my friend Tom's house cause it's his birthday isn't that coooooooooooool


I'll see you in like, 3 weeks. I guess. maybe.

is in charge of in my absence.





Fml I have 25 gifts to do for christmas and I cannot do them

btw Pogo makes awesome music. listen to his stuff on youtube. Album Weave and Wish