I'v been waiting to type out this journal for some time now. It's a calm friday, so why not ^_^

This journal is just gunna be about random stuff going through mind that has apeared lately, either good or bad xD Mostly good.

Oh ya before I get started... note that I'm gunna start deleating the old journals that have no meaning oh noes!!

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Atleast a week ago, I was in our truck in the back seet stairing out the window. My parents desided to take a drive around some old neighborhoods for a while.
I currently live by buissnesses... on a bussy road by the high schools, and It's been a looooooong time since I'v seen a nice neighborhood, and I'll tell you, it was like paradice driving through.
My old house lived in a quiet neighborhood, with all my friends a couple houses away. man I miss that.

It was odd... I stuck my head out the window like a dog, and took a huge smell of the air. DAMN I miss that smell of the place. ya got the fire places... cut grass... in ground pools... small constructing in people's garadges, spray paint on the signs... oh hell all the little small dogs people keep around. Yeah, I have an amazing sense of smell... and I love it.

Reminded me of my elementry school adventures xD Wow I miss that stuff. Remember on Valentines Day everyone would give everyone little cards and candy? That was the stuff. Now adays... it's... "Hey wanna hop in my pants? I got a good treat for you in there," .....I'll keep me and my virginity safe thatnk you.

Another thing that gets me. Why is it everyday... all that everyone cares about is sex, drugs, and drinking? People... there is more to life then suffering. Sometimes I feel like the only non-addict in my classes. And I'm 14. I never want to have anything to do with that stuff. I really. Really. Want to live my life to it's fullest. I say this line ALLLLLL the time, but people never take it seriously...

Live your life to the fullest. Ya only got one, Don't waste it.

I learned it the hard way... no fun at all.

Haha.. here is something that makes me feel so proud to be who I am. In my English class, our teacher was arguing with us as usual, and she made comments to everyone. (Note, my nicname in that class is Kouga)
Teacher: Look at you all! You all gotta act with all those stupid ways of speaking, that other people say! Kouga over there, man she doesn't talk any other way but her own!

Wow. I like being different like that. Makes me feel better. Yeah, the other kids gotta talk ganster...and getto. Both of which I don't give a crap for, heh.

Ooo wow, I just remembered another thing to say. Sorry for my rambling, you can read something else if you want.
I'm a really weird person. Wierd as in... I love being different. With my personality, I could be mistaken for the oposite gender. No joke... hell I love it.
Bring on the dirt. The bugs. The video games. The pain. The "hating girly stuff". Yeah. I love it all, i'm a nature freek and an adventurer inside. The outdoors? my home. I'd sleep on grass and dirt any day.
My family grew up like this too. When I was little, didn't get the needs "nomal" people got. nah.
I didn't get no barbie doll, man, I GOT SNAKES. AND FROGS. AND BUGS. It was so much fun being with animals, and our house is full of them now.
I grew up with them all. You name it? I'v either had it, lived with it, sat on it, played with it, or held it.
Rattkesnake? Got em'.
Tigers? Played with em'.
Gaters? cought way too many of them... they are fun to wrestle.
Birds? have em', I'v done everythign with them. I love birds, and my fav would be Seagulls.

sadly... this happens all the time.
(in car)
"moooooooooooommm...look out the window"
"Seagulls?"
"Seagulls."
"I see a burgerking... i'll get my walet,"
"^____^"

I love feeding Seagulss, there liek a family. Oh you should see me flip the middle finger at those who try to run them over!! Such furry!

you can see my feelings towards all things living... oh and today we had a stink bug on the wall.

Ceceila: AHHHHH LOOK AT THAT FREEKIN SPIDER
me: stink bug... -_-
Teacher: damn!!! *picks up book*
me: want me to-
*BAM* (teacher smashed it)
me: NOOOOOOOOOOO WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT?!?! AHHHHHHHHHHHH I COULD HAVE JUST TOSSED HIM OUT THE WINDOW FOR YOU!!!!!!!! *rips hair out*

That poor thing.... I flipped.

rawr I'm stunped for the moment, and can't think of anyhting else to type. grrrr. (will finish some other time)


Any who, here is a little shout out to teh cool peoples I know and love on DA.



Jubus!!